haha . just woke up xD normally i wont realli post something after being this sleepy but... ive got something to say .


do you believe that dreams are somewhat like visions or facts ? even if it repeats demselves ?

i have no definite answer dat it's true but ... i kinda believe it .

i dreamt this long time ago; i was walking on a small staircase, with beautiful designs that resembles youth . mostly like some of those checkered ones . den my dream ended .


but yesterday, i dreamt of almost the whole thing . i think x.x''


the first thing dat happened in my dream was meeting this man; long white hair, dressed in somewhat a yukata... but it isnt . his clothings can tell you straight that he is somewhat of royalty . he held out a hand to me , and i took it . it was snowing by the way .

then, he began to fly me to alot of places . (( note: we're already in mid-air x.x''))

he flew me to a place that is deeply covered with snow . the snow was shining . very beautiful TT-TT . after that, we went to a waterfall that's still running ! . usually in winter you don't see waterfalls . dey're frozen . i guess . idk . leave that fact to the landscape pro ppl . that person who was flying with me said finally spoke, saying 'ice cave' . xD

then when i realised it, there was a cave behind that waterfall o.O . we went through the waterfall and went into the cave . i closed my eyes at that time . but when i went into the cave, the whole scenary changed . it wasnt an ice cave . it was a very big house . with the staircase in my long-ago dream . we went up the staircase; now it's full of toys around it xD .

after that, we reached a door . when i opened it , i saw a very typical but beautiful scene xD . the skies were blue with puffy clouds and the grass so so green . and i tink i saw something shining from afar . i have no idea what's that though .

after that everything went blurr , and i was with this guy called ya-something-jin . o.O'' he was fighting with the man that i was having fun with just a minute ago ! T-T .the scary thing is, the ya-something-jin guy was trying to protect me from him =-='' and he has this invisible twin of him; idk yy i can see it but it's like a zombie o.O black skin and torn apart clothes .

my body suddenly moved and tried to jump down. ((note: we were on a roof while the white-haired man was still flying ))

the thing is...the white-haired man became an eagle and flew me back up o.O . 'saving' me , in a way, from that zombified guy there =-='' , he flew me back to the place where i started ; the place full of shining snow. then we went all over again, seeing the waterfall, going through the ice cave etc . we were smiling all the way ; especially when the cold wind of the snow breezed through us . when we reached the house , he said : 'my mouth is stiff.' LOL . i couldnt expect that answer out of him . i replied saying '-of smiling .'

after that, i was living in that big house . and i helped out with things like; putting the toys around the staircase properly; cleaning x.x'' but it was a joyful thing .

strangely, dey had an electrical shop of somewhat like that in that house =-='' something like those white white rooms with washing machiens and other utensils . i saw a product drop out of the shelf . i have no idea why but when i saw the place where it dropped out, which was in the middle of this package , it was my enemy's belonging . as in my school enemy . but then, i helped putting my enemy's belonging back .

when i was thinking about this one thought, i left my dream . what was the thought about ? '' is that white-haired man God ?'' xD haha . laugh if you want to , but i have that kind of premonition . it was as if He was showing me His kingdom .

and i cannot explain that 'love' kind of feeling whenever i'm around him . it's more like a fatherly love, a very close one .

i have no idea what comments i'll have =-='' but yea, that's what i tink . even if it wasnt true, i tink it was a very beautiful dream .